First off, thanks for the lovely comments on the theme (Rinse). I was amused when people said that they thought it was my boyfriend in the layout with me… haha I wish Stanislav was my boyfriend ♥!

Ever have moments where you just feel like doing something random? I have those moments a lot haha. If you’ve talked me online or even offline, you might have noticed that I tend to say odd things at odd times for no reason whatsoever. It’s one trait that most find entertaining, but guys don’t really find it that “sexy” pshh. Anyways, my uber random moment of today was dying my hair purple. Yes, purple. I only did it underneathe so it’s not a “omg looks like Barney tried to attack that chicks head” type of deal. My mother hasn’t noticed yet, and Becca only noticed when I told her. Although, when I go to work on Saturday and I put my hair up… everyone will probably see it heh. It washes out in about 8-10 washes anyway so eh. I tried to take a picture which is to the side, and you can kinda see the purple in it. If you could dye your hair any color, what color would you choose? I’d love to dye my hair a dark blue, like so dark that it looks black except in certain lighting.

I’m in the process of hanging out with friends as much as possible (2 of them leave in over a month!), revamping this site, working on Despair.nu, working 4 days a week, and then at some point relaxing and sleeping. All of this stress took a toll on me last week when I had a panic attack while hanging out with friends. I dont exactly know what caused it, but it’s something I am familar with (I first got them over a year ago when a dear friend died in a car wreck, I always got them when I got into car) but now they’re happening a lot more now. I’m going to the doctor soon, which means I may need to take medicine for it bleh. But hey there’s people out there with far worse problems then random moments where they can’t breathe (that’s what a panic attack feels like) so hopefully all will be well soon in my little world.

Ever get the urge to just drive and stop at some random place? I’ve been feeling like that lately. One of my many goals for the end of the summer is to get some friends, pile into a car, and just DRIVE. Any goals you have for this Summer? Whether or not I actually do this, is another story…. but it’s the thought that counts.

I’m rather tired, so I’m off to return the lovely comments from last blog ♥ then I am off to bed. Have a nice weekend! Any plans this weekend? I’ll be hanging with my friends and working, as usual haha.

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